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Blue Doom
03:10
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Blank cards out on the table
I think I'm done
I’ve been waiting for a long, long summer
I’ve been waiting for luck
Blue boredom washes over
I sing that song
But to see words fade out on the corners
I start to come undone
Now I don’t think like I used to
I think i’ve made it through
But I’ve been thinking about all that’s missing
Enough to dream about you
My time’s not moving forward
You’re stuck in plain sight
Revert back into nothing
Hear it in my sighs
I’m coming out of blue
It smells a lot like doom
I’m complaining about nothing
And it’s all coming true
I feel it down my spine
Can’t see it with my eyes
Well plain sights too hard to come by
When you’re falling behind
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2. |
The Knife
04:17
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Could we talk again?
I won’t fear giving in
I can see it in the end
Where you can’t seem to understand
You lost the feeling, I lost my head
Shake the disease won’t feel again
But hand in hand
We could talk again
Don’t say you know me anymore
When my eyes are shot
And my heart is sore
See I’m not trying to pretend
I never lied to you in the end
Now I won’t try to make amends
But I’d lick your wounds and hold your hands
Man the knife, push it in
Just don’t fake what you won’t give
I never told you I was in
Fell hard as soon as we began
I never said what’s for the best
Lived with the pounding in my chest
Hand in hand
That’s where you dug it in
See I’m not trying to pretend
I never lied to you in the end
Now I won’t try to make amends
But I’d lick your wounds and hold your hand
I’m glad I never watched you go
So I only knew what you let me know
Love fades so fast it’s hard to let go
Before the knife reclaims the soul
I have no soul.
Who took my soul?
No I’m not trying to pretend x3
But i’d lick your wounds and hold your hand
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Sleeper
02:37
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Burn me later, tell me it’s a favor
You know he says a lot
When he’s got nothing to show for
Explanations, the basis of vacations
I’m ready to talk if you’re ready to listen
And I won’t say it again
Unless you asked me again
Discourse creeper, put me in the sleeper
He tells his stories so I
Trust to fear the fiction
False predictions
He’s lucky that I listen
Looking for the answers that I don’t wanna give in
And I won’t say it again
Until I say it again
I wanna go
Want to leave him alone
I’d like to find a fake place And call it a home
Again
I think that’s fair enough
Yes I think I’ve seen enough
Round here
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I like to have and have to hold
Velcro dog out on my own
My head’s the hole I call my home
I’d invite them in but they won’t show
See arms are always intertwined
Waving goodbye at the same time
I think my friends now share a mind
Well timed hang me out to dry
Walk the pavement on my own
Watch the car that takes them home
Feel for fever in my veins
Salt the wounds i’ve yet to gain
I’m so sick of this song, i’m sick of this view
Yeah, i’m so sick! i’ve got nothing better to do
I’m feeling guilty, getting caught, being used
Is it me i’m sick of alone or just the two of them?
I’d like to have and have to hold
As my resentment tends to show
Mind rewinds like all I've known
“It’ll never stick, just let it go”
But I’m at the peak of my poor luck
To hear my friends discuss a fuck
Bad luck coursing through my veins
I cross my heart, it takes my brain
Walk the pavement on my own
Watch the car that takes them home
i’m an island fading slow
I’m your dog! Throw me a bone!
I’m so sick of this song, i’m sick of this view
Yeah, i’m so sick! i’ve got nothing better to do
I’m feeling guilty, getting caught, being used
I think it’s ME I’m sick of alone
Not the two of them.
I’m on an island fading out
I’m on an island where I’d sell out
When I just want what's best for my friends …..So long as that includes me in the end
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5. |
The Morning
04:44
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Dancing in the dark
I count all the lies and hide them from my heart
But do you try
To understand
And do you plan
To feel again
You said you’re losing the sin
But you’re always lost
So you let night in
It’s a Lost cause calling
To the void of the morning
If what you want stays the same
It stays the same
The point of view comes down
And you’re caught swimming in
your shadow of a doubt
But do you try
To understand
And do you plan
To feel again
It’s a Lost cause calling
To the void of the morning
If what you want stays the same
Have you long forgotten
It’s the world you’re lost in
As the ones you hate never change
They never changed
It’s a shame she lost her way
When she’s gone away she can’t be saved
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6. |
Cry 4 Me
03:37
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Fading out of view
Or what that means to you
To look inside for free
Wish you could see through me
I tend to know what’s true
Yet still I look to you
You never see how hard I try
And I can’t see for you
Fading out of view
Like all that we’ve been through
To understand it we can try
But I can’t see for you
Now you can’t see through me
Or how I try to be
We know your role afraid to die
You can place the blame right back on me
Fading out of view
Like all that we’ve been through
To understand it we can try
But I can’t see for you
*I’m used to losing, that’s why I raise my hands
I really do think we could still be friends
Just meet me halfway, talk again
It feels like i’m fallingYou’re not calling
You turn your back on me
When life’s not what it seems
You’re on your own and I just cry
But you don’t cry for me.
Who do you cry for?
I GOT PUSHED OFF THE SHALLOW END
BUT I LIKE TO THINK WE COULD STILL BE FRIENDS.
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7. |
Dark Side
02:37
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Lashed out alone in my room
I’m a fool for what I want
Lashed out alone I blame you
When i’m caught just trying to get off
I run just to make the drive home
I feel so much better alone
But I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I’m not
Lashed out alone in my room
Trying to lose some thoughts at hand
Dark side waits to consume
For to feel, for to understand
I’d want you to see what I see
But I’ve grown so cold
Trying to get free
Oh take it how you want
If you want anything
From me
Sleepwalk to slow dance
You sleepwalked out your romance
When I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I’m not
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8. |
Sixteen
03:23
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Is it everything that you dreamed of?
Underneath the screams
Dream of love
Dream of the sting
Misery reserves the date
Open the wound you know it’s not too late
Did you forget everything you know
When mom and dad asked you so
I was waiting, what was I waiting for?
For truth? For you? For two?
Birds of a featherFourteen, Fifteen
The off end, the waiting
Girl with the gun, she’s so much fun
Look to the son, he’s number one
Sixteen
Is this what you mean?
Underneath the screams
Dream of love
Dream of the sting
Sunshine always
So I’m happy, I must be
You were only waiting your whole life
You were only waiting for the moment to arrive
Sixteen
Can’t fly in this weather
When there’s a girl out on the wing
Can’t anybody hear her scream?
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9. |
Teenage Insects
04:30
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Everything comes back to this
Everything and nothing won’t mean shit
When I look to you instead
Look to see you when you shake your head
Last of the eighteen
Last is always waiting
It’s burning in my skin
Fit to try and not get a win
Well I’m five years behind where my body sits
I come back down
It’s only just a heartbeat
It’s only just a bad dream
That’s one too many or not enough
Take that back, loosen up
Never bother with the facts
Choose to keep your doubts intact
But I’m losing every night
I see the rapture
Feel the light
Feel the things that you know you should
When i’m feeling like I wish you could
I Come back down, again
It’s only just a heartbeat
It’s only just a bad dream
It’s only just a heartbeat
It’s only just a bad dream
I feel locked out
I feel so knocked out
I’m floating in a whim
It’s on again, off again
I’d give in. Anything!
But I’m bound to nothing
Just lucky, really
To feel so high before it goes away
The colors fade
As it goes away again
Last of the eighteen
Last is always waiting
It’s burning in my
Skin
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